help me he's screaming why cant they see he's drowning so fast hell never be free there well be flashes of light just before he goes numb who they blame for what his life had become an entire lifetime fast forwards in a fraction of a second time seems to stand still he's spinning in cycles it doesn't feel real it's like there was a minnie war fighting for his soul two separate sides of him fighting for complete control on one side there is all of his unresolved pain and the other side he has lost love guilt and shame all of the sadness that he tries to hide and the sorrow that he pushes down deep inside there isn't anything anyone can do for it was his cross he held onto pulling and pushing tormenting his mind he couldn't confront his demons that ended his life much more then battered tattered broken and bruised it was a deadly tsunami of emotions that made his mind confused.
©Lisa Wilso
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