Help Me

Help me figure out things I already know
Help me figure out how to love me
& leave behind habits I perform indecently
Help me become true to myself
Help me so I won't need anyone else
I am at the point where I'm crying for help
But i won't let anyone help me
Help me
Suicide ain't no option
Choppin heads ain't no option
But expressing my thoughts without an filter is surely a problem
Is there a better way?
Lifes way to short but one more step I'll be at those heaven gates
Possibly
Help me
I dont wanna say I dont
I dont wanna say I do
But the shouting & getting mad is definitely a clue
Im pulling out all the things you thought was hidden inside you
I know when I know
But dont know when it's time to go
I feel I can't move without you
Help me
©porsha..