Now, looking back, it all do I see,the obvious truth now staring at me. This thing that I loved that didn't love me, I thought it was helping, but it was a spree, of aiding and abeddin this problem in thee
I gave it more time thinking this couldn't be, this helper I'm using,that doesn't help me
I was starting to fracture and crave to be free, and then I remembered that you all I see
So, I began to start thinking it might just be me, and then a friend mentioned they were starting to see
All the fronting and nonsense that was put on by me and how I wasn't who they thought I might be
That's when I realized that this helper in me wasn't really helping or gonna to let me be free
So in that moment, I changed like a tree and shed every bit of that helper that wouldn't help me.
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