her

she fights back her tears...
she hides all her fears
and wishes for the thousandth time
that there is still someone who cares...
she stands on her own
thinking all alone..
and wishes for the thousandth time
that she never got to know..
she puts on a fake smile
tell everyone that she's fine
and wishes for the thousandth time
that you could hear her cry...
she cuts off all friends
cuts all loose ends
and wishes for the thousandth time
that everything will just end..
and still...she doesn't cry..
curled up like a ball, she just wants to die....
its good to be strong
but don't get me wrong
it's okay to cry..
not because you are weak
but cause you have been strong for too long...
she closes her eyes
and finally..
the tears fall like silk
from her grief filled eyes
and her bleeding heart....