it was her
she was the reason why we couldn't be anything more
you still wanted her but wanted me at the same time
you waited till i was attached to mention her
waited till i invested my time & effort
did it ever occur to you of my feelings?
was i just suppose to be okay with it?
im not saying im jealous of her but yet i am
how do i compete with what i cant?
expressed my feelings and yet she still wins
was i just a pit stop until you arrived to what you really traveled for?
i will never understand it & it rains when i try
now i cant even look at her or you without a storm arriving
just tell me why
©bapemagn
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