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Her call

She called me late one night
Told me how she wanted to die.
Wrote it as a lullaby
Sang it to me only one time.
Before she took her life
The song went
I love you
This much you already knew
But you belong to someone else
And just watching you is hell
So I am sitting at the table
Holding a gun while my breathing stables
I want you so bad I can taste it
But this love just seems so wasted
What can I do?
I only want to be with you.
So please don't cry
I hope you visit often when they lay me down.
I hope you only think of me
Since I'll no longer be around.
©manga_hoe