She's in all the way don't know which cover is best to stay, she's confused fallen in Love with a man she didn't chose.
She ran him time and time again but the thought of seeing him with another woman her heart can't take, she finds herself back in bed with a man that's stuck in her head.
She had a choice which she chose a man from her past not because he was better but because he was younger without baggage.
Now she lives her life in torment because the man she loves don't love her back and can't provide for her like she would want him, and the man who has everything she wants is with someone else, but she lost him due to her not bringing herself to acceptance that he has kids.
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