her

I lay there watching her Pace back and forth
seeing her without my eyes
fixed in my head on the story of her
thoughts may be conflicted on what to do next
on the hope to impress failing once again once I see her undress
Hoping to not have a fast release
The morning Dawns the birds sing their songs the sunlight creeps through but all we do is sit and talk
lost in each other's thoughts infatuated by the moment
I think back and think about what's on her mind
I feel she Ponders and wonders all of life's blunders blooming through misuse conflicted on what road to choose confused   fighting towards her life  day-to-day glowing fluorescent light
it shines deep within combating her demons competing in developing her dreams Twisted meanings
Savage beatings
Screaming the demons telling her she cannot be the Victor
give in
give in
give in
how the darkness is deep go ahead you will descend
madness awaits
Twisted fantasies of better days
no she cries her battle never-ending the Grim Reaper riddles don't need any one to answer nor do I
nor do I
nor do I
running through her own closed off Maze remembering the razor that used to cut through the pain
She lays within her own head she Ponders life indifference
trying to make sense of it all
conflicted She lays back
Melancholy woman
only realizing that life is the same alone in this world and alone in this grave.
But I think hard and proud she's letting her guard down and it's pretty honorable especially when the pass ain't been too friendly to her
she confided in me
sneaking glances thanking God he drew her like that
for her vibe and her smile I don't mind a little rain
in due time I'll deal with the pain
I wonder if she knows she's a tree of life until our nights are filled with peace from stress and strife
and those blessings I got from you talking nonsense was a blessing in truth Regardless on what this means I enjoyed the time we had to dance and sing
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