Another night
Another argument
I should be used to it
You say
Another hand raise
To the face
If I don't like it
Find better
I don't say anything
I try to ignore it
Because I know it's just the second wife talking
She is slowly taking over you again
You say I'll stop
Then the next day you fiend for her
Cant get her off of your mind
Baby can you go pick her up for me
You can't resist her
You need her
Withdrawal comes when you don't have her Makes me scared
If I say no
Another argument and fight starts today
If I say yes
You're okay
Emotionally drained and abused because of her
Mentally and physically drained and abused after the first couple of cans of her
For years you've threatened
To let go of this marriage because of her
I tell myself you don't mean the shit you say That's just your second wife talking
I've tried many times to help you through it
Many times to get you help
And again she takes over
I stayed strong
because I refuse to give up on you
But I think to myself
Maybe you might realize the control she has on you
If I actually walked away
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