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Here I am without you. 
No words can bring me comfort. 
No more talks on the phone. 
Standing in your home brings sadness. 
I miss you more than words can say. 
Surrounded by love but I feel alone. 
Here I am heartbroken. 
Every moment I struggle to keep it together.
Everyday playing back in my head our last words spoken. 
It feels like I'm gonna be stuck this way.
Here I am without you. 
Here I am as my world has been ripped apart. 
I'm trying to make a new start. 
I’m trying to mend my broken heart. 
I tried for so long to prepare for this. 
Nothing could prepare me for this emptiness. 
Here I am without you. 
Left to fight this battle inside me. 
I just want to reach out to you. 
But you're gone. 
I can't feel you around me. 
I fear things will never be the same. 
Here I fear that I cannot walk away unchanged. 
So I'm just here without you. 
Struggling to find a tear. 
I'm just here. 
©budmac38