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here I am

Writing in tears though my eyes are seeing clear my visions appears to be drawing near to emotions of wanting you here,my precious dreams has turned into nightmares alone I sit there waiting, wanting to scream but afraid you won't hear "spear a few minutes beside me"it's raining here in my sleep I wear smiles of brokenness with sadness within my tears, every drop counts you don't even Know my whereabouts but with every words coming from my mouth,"I'm not pushing you out"you're dragging me about giving me reasons to stay out of your life because you don't seem to care about me anymore...
©undecided