I still find myself hoping that your life went to shit.
I hope that in this life time you feel an ounce of how I did.
That when someone breaks you how you broke me you never recover
I still cry on the inside
Hold my inner child
For a the times she apologized for the things that happened to her
For all the times she apologized and never knew why
She chased you and chased you
Knowing she will never be enough
Never be accepted
But that's all she wanted
To be accepted
To be apart of your world
She didn't know her worth
Because of that you made her feel worthless everyday
Breaking her down more and more
She hoped things would change
You gave her attention then snatched it away
Leaving her constantly searching for more
Hoping for more
D.Marlene
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