Hey best friend,
Sorry our friendship has to come to an end,
I got alot of things I have to settle in my head,
I need to think of a way to meet Bro J up there,
Or should I just kill myself,
Maybe I should beg him instead,
A little place just to rest.
Hey best friend,
I'm sorry things had to end in regret,
I will miss you I swear,
you were the light in the mist of my darkness,
I guess this light isn't just enough to take away the sadness,
you'll find another to replace me cus I'm nothing but a fragment,
you're the best thing that ever happened to me in mist of madness.
Hey best friend,
I know you wondered why I wrote a lot of sad stuff,
I know you wondered why when I sang the whole would end in a full stop,
The truth is I channelled all my PAIN to the keys on the keyboard,
I just want to see God,
I just want to take a little walk,
I just want to feel loved,
I'm tired of pretending and just feeling lost.
Hey best friend,
I want to go to another world,
This one is messed up and without form,
I will miss you with my blood,
l promise to tell God about you just like John,
My demons are coming to get me so I got to run,
I really want to see God even if it's not for long.
Hey best friend,
By the time you read this I probably would be gone,
But don't cry just remember the times we had fun,
We'll see again and I hope it's up,
we'll both be wearing white,
And then we'll become ghosties for life.
©deryl
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