Hey mom listen up
the drugs dont work
the perscription wont mend
when you tell me dont be selfish
because im not his only fan
but mom
your the adult, i am just a child.
why do we all suffer while he gets to smile.
mom stop yelling
the aounds do fade. but this burning sensation is effecting my brain.
ill tell you my secret, if you make it stop.
mom im mortified, how could this be. i told you my secret but i still cant sleep.
now they call me a liar and the sex turns violent. you told them my secret, and stand by in silence.
i trusted you, i needed your guidance. instead i just learned to remain silent.
traped by the pain of my own despair. while you sit alone in the chair.
now 30 years and i have to ask. how does it feel to be the outcast.
©little
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