I am texx just on a different account and forgot my password 🙃 well ima do a repost of "Hidden-Void." :) enjoy
-I love you so much even If we are- distant/
-When you message me, I'd reply in an- instant/
-ion have confidence in myself no mo, it's to the point where I cry at every: -moment/
-I'm such a nobody, compared to anyone, that's why I want special- treatment/
-it's hard to toughen up and be mature, when you get sad and petrified, at every- judgement/
-nobody shows remorseful techniques, and when they show supportful, critiques, it's always- fragment/
-and once when I try to ask for Help; the therapists are fucking: absent/
-lifting weights to pursue my goal of having a, Beautiful Oblique,
I'm not strong enough, and when I do it, it's not that- perfect, and it's not very-
frequent/
-I stand out the most being broken with 207 doctor visits about my terribly looking physique,
I'm sorry everybody who knows me well,
[for] being a total- disappointment/
-Well I hate the way I am, but nikkas nowadays saying I'm daringly, unique:
“And as I looked in the mirror with a sorrow ‘attitude” I said: they gotta be- tweaking/
-How can I get out the dark, when there's no lamp to keep me- lambent/
-Or How can I show my worth when I'm struggling, to get an- advancement/
-maybe I should go to a therapist, who would listen or go to more- appointments/
-but they'd prolly scam me because my ugliness, I'm totally- defeated/
-Blursed & Slursed at the same time, why can't I feel good, why can't I feel the feeling: of- conceit, and why do I have so much demons/
-Like,
Im gonna blow myself up with a live grenade,
while screaming a serenade, while i'm sipping Irish lemonade,
in a driveway while I watch motherfuckers drive away,
In class it's hard to concentrate, when all my thoughts are me getting stabbed with a razorblade, with Hivs and Aids
and i always call the kid infront of me a “faggot” cause he's braggin’ about having a higher grade, by one point,
gonna hit him 3.14 times and then ima tell him I'm fuckin “heavyweight” then ima mock him when he tries to compensate,
I really pop shit when I'm in a drunken state
Then ima Take His brain, gonna make em’ look like Frankenstein, watch me operate
Feel like i'm made of heavy metal, cause I'm gonna terminate,
You ain't even close to my level on how much I'm hurt or how to spit a verse about any pain- [your]- a waste of yo Dads- semen/
-What's the point of being kind when they don't wanna watch me rein, but only see me in the rain- [Help]- Is what I'm seeking/
-black page, when I sleep… that's why I have problems- dreaming/
-cant follow the path- [welp]- it's time for me to Choke myself to death, till I'm no longer- breathing/
-”Queens never ‘cry” but when it comes to them not getting they, daily paycheck,
they start seeping, with so much anger and rage- it's starting to make me wanna, smack them bitches right in the face/
-then ima get mad if they even try to-
complain/
-cause that ‘don't know pain,’ like- I/ do/
-Pussy Don't start peaking, Or I'm gonna- snipe/ you/
-Everybody wanna be a demon till they get chipped, by a- throwaway/
-I'm getting irritated, I feel like that- [almost]- everyday/
-not [topmost] cause my peaks are
at the lowest, and niggas love to see me- fadeaway/
-loving you from a different planet: Ion care; -if you is- Faraway/
-I don't normally get to relax, cause I ain't have confidence, or get any compliments, feeling like death is near prolly cause it's imminent,
instead of competition, let's have some cooperation, or a conversation, about us, being Intimate,
might go into hibernation, for not being Eminent,
Reply sometimes with hesitation, cause they making me, depriment- [now]- I'm gonna- hideaway/
-Can't breathe, i got fucking, pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis,
I love your curses, curves, and your fucking edges,
But you wanna make me die, so- I start- overdosing/
-the society today where anyone can have a gun Is- overwhelming/
-what they said about me, puts me in some type of anxiety: plus- depression/
-I need to steer to the right path, but the doctors don't ever believe in-
redirection/
-trapped in the milky way and in the galaxy, keeping me, in- Deep, aggression/
-ion Give a fuck, bitch ion care about them bleak, suggestions/
-Imma try to lift it up, shit i'm on the rooftop chillin’/
-Life could be hard and tough, I'm surviving this- Im, on a- Mission/
-I need a hug, like Midas: want your golden touch, I can't explain- on how much, I- miss it/
-Your my fucking love of my life, you really- [make]- a- difference/
-But all you do is [take]- of course, without- permission/
-im like a fucking painter the way I'm putting niggas in [frame]- if [they, ain't]- my- Companion/
-in the void, where it keeps all my pain- that's why being happy is- Forbidden/
-day-to-day cataloguing new-
accessions/
-I buy drugs when I have the fever, I love the [taste]- even tho it makes me change- expressions/
-I just told ya my secret, don't tell anyone my- confession/
-or put me in a dark hole, I don't need to go deeper,
she knew she could rely on my-
discretion/
-I'm not blinded, but I can't see myself, In the- reflection/
-Loving on you no matter what even if we is- distant/
-moping when your gone, but when your here you make a- difference/
-Burning my blood, just for you to remember the stunts I performed,
and I tried to give you the- [right]- incentive/
-We always [fight]- and your the one who starts it, then- you, like to- play-
victim/
-Two love birds don't really stick Together, and when they do; ‘it's very’-
common/
-Man of the year, but I still got-
problems/
-can't get my head, straight feeling like I'm dead, weight- [reminiscing]- when we had a- promise/
-our relationship is never stable: crying about the enmity and- [Rejection]- I'm still able to be- awesome/
-Underappreciated, that's why I'm always thinking I'm- Awful/
-Nigga I keep sinning, infront of sinners- I'm so, sinister/
-I Even sin and flip off the fucking- [Prime]- minister/
-’I feel like the worst’ person in the world, or I might be the- replica/
-Whole lot of drugs, it's Tearing my fuckin’-
vesica/
-I keep seeing the same faces hate how they are- familiar/
-And the voices are a war- [crime]- the way they're- Similar/
-would never- [date]- a bitch named- Jessica/
-'addicted to the sounds of the cash- register/
-Put these niggas in jail, cause they pedos cause they- registered/
-I'm still learning about “Life” well ion need to be told what it is, I'd rather learn it by myself; but for right: now- Ima, stay- immature/
-The size of my fucking brain isnt, COMPARABLE to my body, like my brain is- miniature/
-’Limp Fang ectasia’- (lymphangiectasia/)
-I Fucked up my fucking- lungs/
-Making these bars and they still Making me- Unpopular/
-the way I'm pounding into her groin she says it's- spectacular/
-G-Money hit my cell- [B-Broke] My- infundibular/
-NOT a- [B-Bloke]- cause I'm just a boy- that's on- paraphernalia/
-She's throwing it back it's fucking- spherical/
-My life is crazy the shit I go through should be put in a- Article/
-Blessed as hell screaming Hallelujah, for all the- miracles/
-in the midst of all this My life's a
‘second battle of fallujah’, cause- my life's so- terrible/
-To the point-
-my anger makes my skin remove, that's why I get nervous, when they, make fun of my- Pedicle/
-Paradoxes forming another paradox, making Me, put my soul on the- pedestal/
-How can a motherfucker forget how im this- Incredible/
-Ion Gotta an Abode, so you niggas finna feel the- repercussions/
-the pills make me feel better even tho they ain't- edible/
-I have a feeling that the- reapers/ coming/
-I know I'm dead, but he's- avoidable/
-Nigga fuck the old me- Cause- my: peaks/ occurring/
-I'm so fucking- Bleak/
-Niggas say that my life means-
nothing/
-but- ima Show em THat I- [could]- be- something/
-im in the Era where I'll beat on a nigga, all- Ages/
-”Grow up” but your the one arguing, that shits so- outrageous/
-Fuckers just running they mouth, buy they not- dangerous/
-I Have a broken heart, I wish people- care/
-They just walk through me: like i'm some sort of ghost, I wish, life was- Fair/
-I gave her gratitude, while she gives me attitude, with every single- Glare/
-a piece of my heart was a gift but she threw it away, I just wanted her piece, but she doesn't wanna- Share/
-finding a girl that could stay forever, Is just really hard- and- Rare/
-Broken into tiny pieces, And nobody is willing to help me, get- repaired/
-Spending all my money even tho, i didn't- Volunteer/
-I couldn't find the old me, but I bet he's hiding: Probably because he's- scared/
-Thought she was my girlfriend, but she's a snake but at the time I wasn't- aware/
-Squeezing my neck so hard, I ain't getting that much- air/
-I'm so fucking hypsi, and I keep stressing, then I start, pulling out Parts of my- Hair/
-I'm not ready for the real world, and I'm not ready or- prepared/
-i'm not important But I didn't spend my money on my girl I'd be a-
multi-billionaire/
-My Eyes are red prolly cause I got- bloody/ tears/
-I got a story to tell about my pain, but For some reason they be- Lovely/ Fears/
-gonna move out of existence, nigga I am so- Lonely/ here/
-Im war ready, if anybody ready to go to war, I- solemnly/ Swear/
Unironically/ Clear/
-Got the greatest Verses, in the continents, constant criticism I ain't ask for, you niggas, incompetent,
on top of the universe you Bastards are pissed I'm predominant,
If you ain't wanna hear me “Speak my mind” then what's the point of having a fucking argument
I'm just as important but I feel like i deserve a fucking monument,
Not gonna change anything about my personality ima continue taking supplements,
My consciousness is not the best, and when I think bitch its decadent,
She suckin my tip, with no breath In it
groping my balls while Touching my lips, with elegance, she's so elegant
her moans are so eloquent, why can't I remember my, phaze when I was dominant,
Had the wrong development,
Bruh
Niggas doing six plus Nine, with a bored face
Pulling the trigger, at my haters can't wait for the court date
Sad sceneries, livin in a, crawlspace,
No Light where I am, living in a dark place,
Ion wanna look at you no more, you look like a prick face,
Bitch I hate you, holy Fuck I love you my- [Emotions]- hurts me- Honestly/ severe/
-what the fuck is “Love?” That's shits a- dirty/ word/
-always fucking late- That's what i get for not being the- early/ bird/
-Bitch-
(The- End of the Hidden- Void.)
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