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๐Ÿ˜” hiding my pain and tears ๐Ÿ˜”

Time's are like falling star's from heaven.
Time after time I look into the sky for falling star's with answers of better understanding.
Everyday as time passes by I cry the tears of pain I'm afraid to push away.
I dream a dream I'm trying to bring to myself and my wife and new family and other family members.
Sometimes I just want to be held while listening to positive things.
I ride for whatever I love more.
I hide my tears because I'm afraid of the outcome.
I stand tall like a black man facing all my fears and demons that's attacking me.
When I love until my loved ones or loved one is completely happy.
It's hard but I try my best everyday until there's no more fight in me.
When everyone is happy I'm even more happy myself.
So I pray to God everyday until the end of time and happiness at peace.
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