He was my light in the darkness.
My savior in my moment of death.
My world. My galaxy. My universe.
He turned my blackened heart and soul, brighter than the sun.
He is the only one who could save me from my darkened miserable reality.
He filled my happiest memories.
Until he sat there and watched me in pain suffering form the anxiety he and many around me inflicted upon me
HE JUST WATCHED ME SUFFER
In an endless spiral of anxiety
I spoke the words if how painful it was.
"IT'S STABBING MY HEART!"
"IT WANTS ME DEAD!"
"IT'S KILLING ME, CUTTING ME OPEN AND CRUSHING MY HEART!"
Those words I spoke were apart of my painful reality. My anxiety.
But you just... Watched...
All I want is for you to tell me you love me and it's going to be okay.
BUT IT WILL NEVER BE OKAY! WILL IT?!?
My heart... My soul now broken more than ever... More black and faded.
You destroyed me.
But I am still waiting for the day if when you say you love me and that it'll be okay...
Thank you for the love I never felt from someone
Even tho my heart is broken and faded I still love you with all my heart💜
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