Him

I'll stand on the sidelines and watch at a distance.
Life seems so cruel at times, bringing someone into your life that is everything you've ever wanted, but could never find.
Then all of a sudden there he is and you dont want to like him, you really dont.
Day after day you see him, he comes to your rescue time and time again.
You hate yourself for your thoughts and the way you feel when your around him.
You want him, you want him to want you.
I'll stand on the sidelines and I'll long for you everyday, for you and only you make me feel safe, make me feel whole and see me for me.
©annie