HIS MESSAGE
He aimlessly walked with a blank face,
Emotionless clown,
He clutched the memories embedded,
Eternal rain dripping down,
“Oh Father, where art thou,
I need you now!”
With desperation strapped to his waist,
He looked to the stars and calmly put the fake smile on,
A breath away,
He cannot see a breath beyond,
Took a bite from life but never figured out
How to stomach the bitter taste,
The whispering voices,
Now that was, his Saving Grace,
3 friends never there but always around,
3 more in the shadows planning it out,
You’ll never hear them they don’t ever make a sound,
Shhh,
They’re watching you now,
Look, listen and learn,
That’s the suggestion,
Third eye began to open,
Outlandish perception,
Far-fetched metaphors,
Riddles appearing as deception,
As his mind opened,
He started asking all the right questions,
Connection with other worldly dimensions,
His knowledge was deemed factious,
Until they saw the sophistication within it,
Mirror reflection,
Laser guided weapon,
Now he stood at the cross-roads,
With a half a piece of hope,
Trying to pick the righteous direction,
Clutching what was left of his broken soul,
He looked left,
That’s almost everybody’s first selection,
Laughter and rainbows,
He looked right,
Poison ivy and erupting volcanoes,
He took a moment of silence,
“Calamine lotion away we go”,
He took his passion and blind faith,
Headed to the heart of the volcano,
Tears of blood,
Guided by his army of Angels,
World peace is on the table,
Wasted time pounds 3 times on the door,
He wished it was love,
He doesn’t see her anymore,
Branded by razor wire around his throat,
“Devoid of importance”,
His favorite quote,
A few times achieved living with no pulse,
Animated state making things float,
As his minds eye opened even more,
3 baker dozen wilted roses upon his final resting place,
Away like ghost,
He prayed to God,
“Please guide my searching soul,
Please Father, show me the way!”,
He contemplated going vertical with the rusty razor,
Many times many days,
Life’s Mantra,
Play or be played,
Married the streets after just one date,
Took an oath of silence and vowed loyalty,
He never again made eye contact with man in the mirrors’ face,
Tangled up in the shame,
It was a long time before he seen another sunny day,
He never sleeps,
A mind in a constant race,
Meticulously started painted words on blank pages,
He’s wired different,
Every thought he’s been saving,
Sitting back plotting and scheming,
Just waiting,
He has a beautiful story to tell,
Nobody seems to think its worth the listen,
Eyes deep to the sky,
Harmony among the worlds,
That’s the real mission,
The degree of difficulty depends how hard one is truly listening,
Open your mind because its important,
In the face like pretty blatant,
They still are missing it,
Time only exists without infinite,
Once again,
The Matrix has a glitch in it,
Deja Vu,
Living his life over and over again,
Understand there’s more real in myth than fiction,
Knowledge is power,
There should be no classified information,
Free for public consumption,
It wasn’t designed to be for profit,
Nothing more to talk about,
End of discussion,
Possibilities are endless,
The reward is worth the effort,
He gets in his head and learns how to alter his weapon,
Maintained blind faith,
Opened a door to a far better way,
Everywhere he looks,
There he leaves a bloodied up message.
©jgrayzer33
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