they try to tell me but they dont know
I'm living life on a low low
I can't deal with this shit no mo
these people drive me crazy
Damn I wanna kill myself just maybe
Why does it hurt so much
to take the pain away I smoke a cigarette ands get another head rush
I lost my best friend
and I wish that friendship has never come to an end
I miss her a lot
but I guess she was just another thot
things are going so bad
It's making me really sad
sometimes I just wanna cry
then I ask the Lord why
Why do I feel like this
I'm going insane
and I wanna shoot myself in the brain
and end all of this pain
but then again
I look at my little cousin and I think to myself she needs me
and how could this be
I wipe my tears away
and hope my problems go astray
she looks back at me and asks what's wrong
and I reply 'nothing just hold on'
©shanal
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