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hollow thoughts

I watched the rain on my window.
the darkness becoming nights.
sidewalks covered in a wet green and Blue.
the thought of loneliness haunted me.
killing me.
ripping me from skin to bone.
yet it was a imaginative death.
The thought of no longer me and you.
thunder rumbled.
lightning cackled.
I remember the taste of you.
tasted like damage.
collateral damage.
and I was the only causality.
hollow.
broken.
were the words that came to mind.
again and again I watched as speeding car sped by.
knowing I was alone again.
it killed me to say goodbye.
yet visions of warmth remained cold.
the kiss in my dreams just wet and cold.
you were both heaven and hell.
but I wore the curse like a tattoo.
the ghost of you visiting me every night.
one last dance.
as I cried.
tears being drowned by the rain.
the thought of you was the cause of my pain.
reliving a tragedy.
no I let it go with the rain.
waiting on the newborn sun to come again.
©darkmocha