sitting in a dumb stupid stupider trying to find al the right answer found none not even one all I can tell you is what my heart is feeling what my sould is crying for and this is going to hurt
in my mind I feel it clicking like it just got a boot of gas running straight to my heart who catches an extra beat all the way to the core making my soul jump a little..
and this is what I thought I. so tired of being me I. so tired of playing make believe I just want to go home and this is were the gas ran out this is were my heart and my soul started crying
when you want to be simple plain oh you were you can hide from all there judgements and crucifixions home is were you want more then any where else..
would you know this is were my road ends and it becomes dead to me.
I can honestly say I lost my way and have no home to be escape to..
now I don't mean a house or even walls I mean where I thought I was wanted or even accepted by someone I would call my blood..
there is not one for me so when I think of this place my everything just wants to scream in the agony and the pain that thought brings...
and I have no one to blame but little ol me my goddam self.... Angela Oaks
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