Incessant conversations relieve my anxiety
They prolongue the inevitable chaos of lonliness
Too many nights and mornings of complete isolation
Shut out from the world until my parents force me away
I feel no parental love
I have never experienced the embrace of a kind mother
Or the inspirational talks from an inspiring father
This has caused an incensed outlook on life
My friends keep talking
I soak in every syllable spoken
So when I am locked in my room again I can replay this blissful moment over and over
Blocking out the arguments and fowl language emanating from my mother's mouth
Blocking out the intense fear oozing from my father's presense
All of this goes away with the thought of talking to my friends
Knowing someone I care about wants to hear me out and cares the same
Just a couple more years and I will be able to escape this predicament
With this thought I smile
Through the yelling and chaos
The isolation and solitude
I look foward to seeing my friends and escaping my homelife
©kamen1
K