Honestly though girl,
I wish all the time, I could have changed,
That I could do something to take back
Our past outcomes or have its fate rearranged,
It's been one of the hardest things to accept,
That you probably will never look at me the same,
As you did when we were young and in love,
And it still hurts knowing I'm the one to blame,
I write about you all the time,
But it always has the same tragic end,
That our past will always be apart of us,
No matter how much my writing tries to pretend,
You gave me hope though,
When you shared your thoughts and heartful soul,
I honestly thought you was numb when it came to me,
And our love had grown to far out of our control,
I wont overthink this time though,
Cause I'm sure the chance wont happen ever again,
I want to bring back that love we used to have,
Because I still love you even more though then back then.
©imaginate
J