I can't stunt with mom & dad's money , so I gotta go a lot more harder
I know the end result will have more people coming around to see what they can borrow
I remember them days my mom worked and went without just to make sure we wasn't starving
Thinking back to the days we went to church and didn't have $1 to offer yet still receiving
My ears were wide open to the message being delivered as we thanked God for the messenger whose wisdom he let us borrow
Oh what a childhood full of dark memories and sorrow
I remember when mom was so stressed it was like her world would get flipped upside down
Staying by a guy who didn't cherish , honor , & love her as if she was unaware of her own boundaries
There's no time to dwell on all that has happened when this is the path that she accepted and chose to endure quite frankly
Blinded by love and memories , tormented by the pharmaceutical and medical industries she couldn't see that she shouldn't have ever tried to prove her worth to a soulless individual
Seems like the energy was always off from the beginning
I remember sitting back as a child thinking marriage was truly not for me and beyond overrated to say the least
I felt like my mom was beauty married to a hellish beast
One who didn't care for her and just wanted to corrupt her mental as if they only came for a feast
They being the demons that went on a rampage within his mind
Stealing from my mom while she was on her grind
Leaving her left in a bind
Wishing she could've pressed rewind
Never to walk down that aisle
©quiara
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