"Very easily for me to get damaged because my body isn't Insured,
Just wish I could have that feeling of positivity and good health as I just want to be Cured,
Death has me in its crosshairs as it fires off it's Rounds,
Being in the dumps and in a black hole is the worst as the depression is dragging me down by the Pounds,
I think to myself that all of this is not real and in my Head,
And all a nightmare like if I was having a bad night in Bed,
But no it's really happening as I give my skin a Pinch,
Hard for me to react to most horrific events as I've been through a lot and don't even Flinch,
Having consistent days of happiness is something I'd love to have even if it's a small Percentage,
Creeping in that small opening and making it's way through the Ventage,
The saying goes, if you were to give, then you shall Receive,
Nothing seems to go my way so that makes it hard for me to Believe,
This whole situation could be in my presence just to push me and put me to the Test,
If this is the case then I'm going to give it my all and hope for the Best ..."
©jamaree
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