I am in pain…
is this because of your absence
Or am I feeling guilty ???
I am not sure but
I am still trying to figure out….
This is the first time
I really feel like
I need to stay in this a little longer
I don’t want to fight it
not this moment not ever….
I just want to accept it with my whole heart
This is the time I feel like this pain could turn me to something……
I can feel my heart beating !
its beating like
its so tired to keep me alive…
But all I wish is
to live another day
in the memories you left me with…….
N