When she was not sad anymore,
She was numb.
And she knew it was somehow worse
That pain and morose memory,
Which made her feel curse.
She started to boggle up the reality
Thought to be a dream,
Hope to wake up one day
By the clock's alarming.
She looked around her,
She felt unknown.
She asked around,her friends and family Nor she could explain or anyone believed
That's how she became lost and forlorn.
Bizarre she became daily,
Isolated and careless.
Nobody knew why,
While she was thinking when will she die.
Her family was a busy one
But they noticed her unusual behaviour,
and that carelessness.
She gets scolded everyday
But she acts senseless.
But she knew that every word struck in her heart
Made her feel like a burden
She also felt broken, trapped and mentally tortured
and used to ask herself when will this end.
She wanted some space and be lonely
But the daily chaos
which her family used to make,
"ugly and horrible daughter she is !"
always used to roam inside her head.
Oh how nature lovers she was !
Love the moon which shines so bright in the night,
she used to find peace ;
And she believed.
That one day her life will also light up,
Set her soul free
And a voice will speak up
" My friend I came for thee".
©suzana
S