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Hope is a process

Dear Lord
I know I'm blessed
but right now
all I feel is stressed
everyday seems a mess
with or without
doing my best
I look for hope
and hope for a break
still everyday I wonder
how much more I can take
disappointment rises like tears in a bucket
entangled stings controlling a puppet
walking on egg shells
and crushing them all
how much further
is it possible to fall
but all of this means nothing in the end
cause I'm not the type of person to quit
or give in~ah
©itsybitsy