My sparrows of hope have flown away, they are gone
Leaving me on a rocks array, the deadly stone
I feel am on death's slope,am still alone
Please hang me to a black rope, the holy noose.
Or Behead me, I give up!
So it's getting tense that I can't handle
For it nolonger fits me, this life saddle.
I don't see meaning in the entire redemption craddle,
Let me ride sense, my receptors are a non existent factor
My life sucks I lack melody just like a high pitched sound played without a capo.
A formation of dischord.
I feel dead, am just a lifeless box
A haven of dreams shattered! Lord have mercy
The astrocities of these days
And the philosophy of my pain over these years
Constantly stings my faith
Come on am not professor walter weith,
I got no strength.
My heart bleeds water stained acid
It cracks my soul, buckles it, aint flaccid
With me shedding tears smelling like the matyr's sweat
Within me fears be swelling light as the mafias tweet
Is this the end, am disappointed with the hand of time
Always against me, I never have a dime
Life now seems useless
I feel people are selfish
But who should I blame but me
It seems I am destined for destruction
So I will live in isolation
Not that I seek elevation
My friends are gone, God blessed them they are in the city
My fears are born, am stressed am full of doubts the deity
Who am I even? An outcast?
Have I scribbled insolence on heaven's page?
M