He cheated on me. I felt my heart being torn into shreds. I can still remember the gravity in my chest... I thought i would die... but i didnt. For so long i played victim.. Constantly comparing myself to her. It had to be something she had and i too wanted it... I had to have it, so he would desire me as he once did. I felt a desperation i never want to feel again. It became too much, i was tired.. i wanted my old self back. You see i had to heal. Otherwise he wins. i remember a voice inside me say "Do not be a hostage to his foolishness".
©mayalinah
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