Till the last breath,
I promised to wait for you.
I wanted to keep my faith,
And waited for you.
Many people I liked.
Many people I had crush on.
But every night I hoped,
I could be only yours.
I am broken down,
I need a hand to climb.
I am trying to escape,
But situation forces me to face.
I am trapped in emotions,
I am drowning in tears,
I am burning in my thoughts,
My heart is bullied by fears.
I wanted our relationship to last.
No pleasure, no lust.
Only you beside me forever.
A promise to leave my hand never.
But my future chanted a different story,
Gave my love a shed of mockery.
I realised those touches were fake.
I felt those promises were fake.
I understood those eye contacts were fake.
I felt those kisses were fake.
You wanted lust, you got it.
I wanted love, I begged for it
But nobody gave a penny to me,
Saying the correct person is waiting.
So, I am broken down into pieces.
Only tears reappear.
When I look back to memories.
I know I have to move on,
But can anybody say,
HOW..........?????
©bedotroyee
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