How?

I miss you
but you're not gone
you miss me too
cause we used to get along
the girl who fell in love with you
doesn't exist
she lived off of adrenaline
she saw you through a mist
that covered your true intentions
but I won't dwell
cause my mind's made up
and I'm still in hell
of my own minds that demands action
but I can't figure myself out
do why should I burden you?
©mayeh