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How

How can I teach my heart to feel?
How can it beat faster for real?
How can I make it to return love?
How do I find the courage to move?
All I know is fear.
Hope is a farfetched dream to me..oh dear.
Darkness was nurtured in me till it bloomed,
And now,said darkness covers my path, I'm doomed.
Ooh well,who am I kidding....in all honesty,
I think I wasn't built for ecstasy
So, I'll just live like its an epiphany
After all, I've never believed in any.
©humble