I dont even know how I got here
You see I can feel all these shadows hanging of me
And there is no way out
these dark figures become me
And everything I've ever feared
I became
So I guess I'm no longer afraid
But willing to die
See I'm not strong enough
Unable to keep these feelings at bay
I am a failure
Tests only ever graded 'f'
Yet I feared failure
See mommy never loved me
Daddy never cared
So untouchable I became
After being touched so many times
By hands I never invited in
So now I'm cold
Though still I burn like fire at the touch
My heart is cold as ice
Breakable yet still if you mould it back into place
And leave it to sit in the freezer it will be iced like new
Like you'd never broken it
Shattered it from the inside out
My heart can heal
My heart will heal
See if you place it in freezer
It will mould right back into the exact heart you tired to break all them daydreams ago
See you are my knight
Dressed in love and everything ive ever needed from this life
Yet you are a lie
Sweet as honey
As beautiful as a rose
But your thorns impail my skin
Piercing through everything I've ever know
You are death
Dressed as everything ived ever wanted in this life
But it seems it was all just a lie
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