how do I let him go?
How do I let a man who made me feel like I was okay?
at first..
a man who was everything I wanted and more
a man who loved me to the core,
as it first seemed,
how?
a man I stripped for,
let my emotional baggage show,
a man who made me feel like it was okay,
or so I thought?
how?
A man who said I could be myself,
let my pain throbe,
and other things..
how?
We say vulnerability should be,
That my feminine side should show need,
i did that, i stripped, bare, and weak,
how could such a man let me go,
am I to ugly for him,
Or am I to burnt to see?
How could trust in him grow?
Should I just rebuild my walls?
wear my clothes?
Say I'm fine and burn inside?
I don't know,
I'm lost..
S