How do I stop myself from feeling ?
when Im focus on all the wounds thats keeps bleeding
Walking on a path with not even faith insight, only the fear, the hurt and anger inside
How can I heal when the scars still burn, when trust is shattered with no return
The weight of whats broken presses me down and all thats left is a heavy heart that
brings me down
Maybe I don't need to stop the pain
maybe I should let it consume me
maybe feeling is what reminds me I'm still alive
How can I stop myself from feeling this numbness in my heart, mind, body and soul
when every passing moment, it beats me down until I'm nolonger whole
A storm I cannot weather, a fire that tears through my soul, just standing still and watch my inside burn
The darkness is a friend thats cruel but always near, it feeds me with lies, anxiety and fear
How can I stop myself from feeling?
Why am I searching for a light thats hidden in a darkness full of agony? My pain is a monster that torments me day and night
Can someone out there whether near or far tell me how to smooth this burning flames and calm my heart
©audrey29
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