to afraid to move any further
deadly past still gathered
from the toenail to the hair
depression is sudden dispair
in mind,lays dark a stain
heart,filled with vain
no interest in consuming a grain
coz no mood of living in pain
always asking god if there is a way out
tired of the same routine
having all these years,roughly fought
when your brain is tearing apart
and your heart is crushed at last
depression has all your path
but still existing ,
all i can do is pray
because hope is still making me stay
pray to,live like never
laugh like before
give a smile to each other
but not fake like earlier
written down all these wishes on a peice of paper
but my destiny has got this paper torn
mocking at me
"never ever"
and thats how depression feels
and thats how ,ill spend my life
praying for it to heal
©lolackerma
L