How fair am I going to be?
Fair enough to be happy
or fair enough for everyone else to be
Risking a smile
Faking it to be upside down
Am I disappointing myself?
Should I fault myself for believing in you
To trust my words
Respect my feelings
Did I hear you care more of another woman that's married?
How fair am I going to be?
Skip my feelings because of the label it'll obtain
To understand another woman's pain
Seriously??
Are you thinking?
Are you insane?
How many times are you going to MAN me?
Versus be fair to ME
Am I expecting too much
When I have delivered enough
This isn't high school
I would like to see a man, my man in a tux
My brain just said "good luck"
How fair am I going to be?
Do I sound weak?
Should I cry because I just wanted to see if you could bring me something to eat?
Worried about an intentional mood
Versus my conversion going delete
Sweet
Now my past unfolds
Are these signs?
Do I need to open my eyes and come out my own disguise?
Sweetheart be wise
Be the man I've heard the stories of you to be
Be the man I hear when you explaining how your friends should be
Be that man to ME
The woman whose always at your service
That woman without a ring!
How fair am I going to be?
©tynethayes
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