I loved you with every fiber of my broken, torn up being and treated you with worship not unlike a goddess or a queen.
I wandered many miles without you in the years before we had met, I thought it was fated but now I know it's my regret.
The pain you've brought into my life almost outweighs the good, I wish I could go back in time and change it; if only I would.
But alas now I am stuck here in this, my own infernal hell, a place I thought I'd been to before; a place I knew all too well.
However, in this circle of my now eternal twisted fate, the love I had for you at a time has now become an ever burning hate.
©jarnmarr
J