my memories haunt me in a sickening dream, and my minds filled with thoughts, little movies with horrid themes.
i cant find the refuge to my nirvana away, where can i run to my own safe place?
my only escape is the cuts i inflict, my smiles are falsely played by a script.
im broken beyond beautiful and decayed beyond desired. im wilted with pain and my hearts been expired
so here i lay deathly didtrought i look to the darkess with one final though.
lets me free, away from the hurt.away from the shame and six under the dirt..
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