"I open up the floodgates as I take an in depth look into the Ocean,
And you'll see how I'm living but somehow I feel no Emotion,
I mean how can I? The world around me seems like it wants no parts of Me,
The pain is visible but it's so hard for you guys to See,
That's because I wear this armor oh so Well,
Praying that things will get better but only time will Tell,
Is to much to ask for when I say that I want to feel that Glory?,
That I feel like I definitely deserve if you were to know my crazy Story,
There's is absolutely no way in hell I can quit, as I have that braveheart Mentality,
Somehow I've kept a clear mind even though I've seen so much Brutality,
My heart is still beating so I guess that's a good Thing,
But at the same time with that I wish that this depression sound didn't always Ring,
It's possible to feel alone within a crowd of your own because look at me as I'm living Proof,
Of this happening as I wish I was up in space way up and through the Roof,
Broken and dislocated is what I am but I know eventually I'll Heal,
I'm just laying it all out there on the line and telling y'all on how I Feel ..."
©jamaree
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