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How I feel

So I thought about how i would start my story and this is it.
ive thought long and hard, days and nights, racing thoughts, non stop kaios.
Not so terrible when I stop to think about what I'm capable of.
Many ideas, that are my own that can be put to use.
Then again, the feeling of faith just fades away, and I'm back to the beginning, forgetting me and worried about you.
What sucks about that is what if you feel the same way too.
Being the other way around, all the if's, possiblity you could feel the same, but dont have it in you to tell me the truth..
I express how I feel out loud and you keep your feelings locked away, never admitting the wrongs that you do.
Over and over again, you will continue to do what works for you.
©mamacita