How I wish to rewind everything
to when I was his world
To when he'd kiss my forehead
To when he'd caress my cheeks
And whisper sweet nothings in my ears
When he held my hands
Or open his arms for hugs
How I wish to turn back time
To when he was still mine
When it was all fine
To when his heartbeat was my favorite song
To the times before it all went wrong
When we dreamt of a life together
Thinking of nothing but a love forever
How I wish to go back
To those amazing moments
When we took long walks that left us breathless
The long rides and countless road trips
To the first time we met and our first kiss
When he'd run his hand through my hair
We made quite a wonderful pair
How I wish to take it all back
The moment I hurt him
Things I said leaving him blue and dim
The lies
Causing him pain and tears
For breaking his heart
The day I tore us apart
How I wish to apologize
For breaking his heart without making a single sound
Saying sorry for my mistakes and
how I wish to say sorry for the lost time
When loving me was his only crime
To when he was mine
And everything was fine
The day he cried, that was my end
I'm ashamed for how I was his world
But I acted like he was barely a star in my own world
Now I have no place in his heart
where I was once his love and sweetheart
Forgive me darling
The one I'll keep on loving
©humble
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