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How Is Me?

I've been feeling so lost
under my dreams and thoughts
Lately i've been thinking so deep
didn't realize i'm drowning myself
I'm doing great i think.
They said i'm good don't sink.
Wondering lonely like a moon.
I can feel it inside my bone.
My doubts flowing within my vein,
can't even call it same as pain.
My faith in me is moldering,
can't help myself, but i'm trying.

Where am i to go,
When there is no one else do?
Where am i to cry?
When no one ever wanna ask me why?
I'm in a nightmare,
I couldn't feel anyone right there.
Can someone please lead me walk?
Outside this cold and lonely book.
@shua
©shua