How many tears must fall from my eyes

How Many Tears Must Fall From My Eyes
How many tears must fall from my eyes,
All because I'm missing him,
Who's way up in the skies,
How many tears must fall from my eyes,
Before I break,
And say "I didn't want him to die!"
I was only seven,
When he went to heaven,
He was well known,
In a small town called,
Sidney, Nebraska,
He was the head chef at a cafe named,
Country Kettle,
Man what I'd do for a taste,
Of my dad's cheeseburger,
And steak fries,
It always was a mouth watering experience for me,
How many tears must fall from my eyes,
While I'm laying here,
and it's really late at night,
Right now I'd die,
Just to be with him,
No I'm not talking suicide,
I'm just saying,
That's how badly I miss him,
If I could I would bring him back,
Even if it was only,
For one entire day,
From 12:00 am to 12:00 am the next day,
That would be great,
But I know that's not possible,
So let's really look at this logical,
He's gone forever,
I'm stuck here on this cruel planet,
God must be punishing me,
As I've tried taking my life multiple times,
Just to be with my dad,
And I've died,
But I've always come back to life,
I would always be so angry 😠,
But I figure,
My daddy doesn't want me depressed,
But damn it daddy,
it hurts so badly,
that you're not here to wipe away my tears instead!
So I ask again,
How many tears must fall from my eyes,
Before I get his blessing from up in the skies? 😭
Written by: Kendall Marie McNally
Written on: 09/18/2019
Written at: 10:15 am
Dedicated to: DADDY
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