How many times must I write the same thing?
How many times must I continue actually?
Pretend I'm ok when I want to break down and start crying?
How many times must I go through all this headache and pain?
How many times must the depression spread to my heart, soul, and brain?
how many times I write about this pain?
it's too painful too explain,
so I complain,
Because I'm not able to contain
I need to obtain
a remedy for this pain
it's so bad, driving me insane.
as I strain to become sane
it's like stopping a train
are you insane?
it's all in vain.
how many times must I feel depressed.
I'm under arrest
emotionally expressed
I'm paralyzed from pain at worse,
numb from it at best.
©brokensoul
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