I was mesmerized by my own rejections,
Another failures that always matter-
From my whole being,such giving those excuses and go further.
I thought it was alright now but it always kills my intentions.
I couldn't find how i could escape.
I couldn't say what should be done
What could be done-
Shall i say is it real?
I know it is but i couldn't find how i became such this!
That stupidity became myself as an empty without minding all my sanctity.
©Febilyn Ar
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