hubby

I don't know where to turn or where to run. my heart is being torn n i feel its only just begun. I lost the person I used to be. everything he says just depresses me. This marriage isn't working but god knows how much i want it too. I just don't understand what he expects me to do. I've failed as a wife and even as a mother. How are we gonna make this work when all we do is continue to hurt eachother. My heart is broken i can hardly breath. I love him so much and no matter what happens I could never leave. I don't want to lose him but I feel like I have pushed him away. Now we are just not talking I hurt him to bad I just don't know what to say. I can't seem to stop crying n I know this isn't his fault at all. I just have to treat him better and help him keep standing tall. I am sorry my love for my temper gets the best of me. I know i said some hurtful things but please baby don't give up on me.