I opened my heart when I should have closed it now the people i love pay for it with the sword of the enemies slashing their throat..
I opened my arms to a beautiful smile clothed with venom now each night my Pillow is soaked with agonizing tears of heartbreak and I am left grabbing my bed sheets to control my anger
all night long.......
I layed all night in the warmth of a lover I should have ran away from now my dreams are filled with screams shrieking and echoes of those I failed to protect tossing all night long helplessly as the tears flow endlessly...
I shared memories with whom I never should have showed my heart in words to come now what I feel each day are regrets, pain and heart aches caused by the scars of a painful betrayal..
Now I am stuck on the balance of the word neither a human, living or dead just waiting to finally be an evil spirit and eventually get destroyed hopefully by a gentle grim reaper..
The reincarnation of the love I should have killed appeared in the form of a human
should I just let them pass
their past life unknown to them
after all..
But it burns..
©francisca
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